this whole week had been the suckiest week of my life, it just feels so empty. well, maybe i shouldn't even think about it.. sobs.. chinese new year is coming yet i don't feel the joy. birthday is coming, yet not excited for it.. why is everything so wrong.. WHY WHY WHY??

but i had friends during this thoughest week. thank you for comforting me , thank you for being there, thank you for many other things, thanks my friends!!.. what would i have become without these bunch of lovely people? hmmm i wonder.. i may just like commit suicide or something.. but nah i won't be that dumb to do that.. because GOD is the only one who can take away the life from me and no one else. thank you God too making mircales happen..

well i've learnt that life is too fragile, to frail, why not live it fully? but how to when you are really feeling down and empty? i'll try my best to make the best out of my life and never give up!! :(

well yeah on a happier note, my friends will always be there! and CHINESE NEW YEAR is coming.. wheeeeeee.

2007 is gonna end in about half an hour.. why not let's take this opportunity to thank certain people who has made a difference in my life for the past 15 years

THANK YOU GOD! you've brought me into this world, gave me a great family, great friends. joining RCIY has really paid off. got to know YOU so much better, even got myself baptised and confirmed. now im proud to say im a catholic. Thank you LORD for bringing me this far, making wonders in my life, without YOU, everything will be impossible, there won't be any miracles. I LOVE YOU GOD!!

THANK YOU my family. my father, my mother, my brother, my aunts and uncles, and my lovable cousins. you all taught me how to be what i am today,taught me values and many other life lessons that all of you went through, the though world out there. in this 15 years, without your love, care and guidance, it will be nothing. THANKS and I LOVE YOU ALL!!

THANK YOU eleanor wong. my greatest friend for like 3 whole years. it's been great knowing you since sec1, being in the same class doing stupid things together, getting high at different times of the day, making each other wait, going for mission trip together, outings together, studying together, cutting hair, eating lunch (u-mian), getting on the same cabin early in the morning and many other more things that we did together. oh rights how can i forget heart to heart talks. it's been great sharing this journey with you. i'll never forget all the silly times and fun times we had gone through. I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST BESTFRIEND!! YOU'RE THE BEST!!

THANK YOU roslyn.
THANk YOU paula.
THANK YOU janice.
THANK YOU cheryl.
THANK YOU frannie
THANK YOU yanling
THANK YOU ruth
THANK YOU clarise
THANK YOU veronica
THANK  YOU bernice
THANK YOU yvonne
THANk  YOU victoria
THANK YOU ying hui
THANK YOU matthew
THANK YOU joel
THANK YOU kristen
THANK YOU jaime

last but not least, THANK YOU my love!!

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!

im sorry ppl i can't finsih writing cause it's 4 mins to 2008.. ahhh so exciting!! lol

ooh.. 2007 gonna end in like one day's time. isn't it scary?

in 1992, just came out from my mother's womb, so tiny, so small, cute i think.
then came 1993, when i was a year old, where eveything seem so new and interesting to me
1994, two years old, got to know more about the world we'll living in
1995, playtime in school, nursery was fabulous
1996, upgraded to a different nursery class, it was the whale of the time
1997, kindergarten was the funnest time. first in methodist kindergarten,
next in PAP in 1998, passed it with flying colours and went on to
1999, primary school. primary one was easy
then came primary two, tuition!!!
2001, primary three, the introduction of science was brought to life
then came 2002, primary four, where streaming was an important thing
2003, was even worse, SARS broke out and everyone was affected in different ways
primary six, thinking you are the big sister in school, going for PSLE was a scary experience
2005, was posted to CHIJ secondary became the small babies in school. join choir and that was my passion
2006, sec 2 was streaming. more subjects, more stress,
2007 that is where we changed classes, learn different subjects from others.

it's is freaky, 15 years just passed in a flash. before you know it, you will be ageing, retiring. that's just reality but sure, all these 15 years, it's been great, having friends, bestfriends true friends, a great family, what more can i ask for? im content and happy. there's still a long way down. 2007 gonna end and next come 2008. become one year older then before and maybe more mature. oh rights!!

i thank GOD for what he had given me since my birth into the world.

GOD, YOU MAKE WONDERS!! =)

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life can be filled with many colours of joy and happiness like that of the fireworks it's just whether you want it or not!

well well.. moving in and out of a place is no joke man.. pack everything into a big box, a few months later you will have to unpack everything. it's tiring man. i hate it.. ok enough and my mum is getting stressed over it.. funny funny i hope she don't get stressed out. it's not as if i never help or something.. rahh. but nevermind i shall be a nice daughter and keep my opinions and thoughts.

yep. thanks eleanor for cheering me up when im down.. and i won't forget what we did at your house. hehehe so fun playing and getting work done at the same time. whee.. and our nice big calendar? haha we rock man.. we the stones. ok ain't making any sense now.. loves loves

psl meeting yesterday. discussed about what we have to do.. with cynthia eychelle and fariha!! hahah it was quite cool but embarassing cause i kind of forgot which macs were we meeting at. and had to ask the tram people in the other macs and there were a lot of netball girls.. dots..

then had a tummyache it has been aching since i dunno when.. hiaz so went home to rest after psl meeting.. yup then ate fish noodles.. although it's not very nice but still and guess what i ate that the day before hehehe

oh and i saw christopher and i took so long to actually notice that he's there.. so funny and oh i saw bryson too so coincidental.. isn't it? hahahha ok that's all about it.. hahah

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Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

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